$uicideboy$ bring raw emotion and haunting honesty on “Monochromatic,” a standout track from their latest album THY KINGDOM COME. Featuring introspective verses from both Scrim and Ruby Da Cherry, the song reflects on the darkness of fame, loneliness on the road, struggles with addiction, and the constant fight to stay above water.
The music is atmospheric and heavy, matching the confessions in the lyrics: Scrim paints the picture of performing every night but feeling isolated and broken, while thoughts of old habits and past pain keep resurfacing. Ruby Da Cherry continues the soul-searching, touching on personal growth, trying to escape destructive cycles, and searching for hope even in the hardest times. Despite the dark subject matter, “Monochromatic” delivers a message of survival and the small victories that come with fighting for another day. Dive into the Monochromatic lyrics below, and feel the pulse of $uicideboy$’s relentless drive.
| Lead Vocals | Scott Arceneaux Jr. & Aristos Petrou |
| Songwriter & Composer | Aristos Petrou, Dynox, Scott Arceneaux Jr. & Sam Bo Bachrack |
| Music Producer | Budd Dwyer, Dynox & Sam Bo Bachrack |
| Label | G*59 Records |
| Music Video Director | DILL35MM |
| Release Date | August 1, 2025 |
| Song Language | English |
| Copyright © | G*59 Records |
Lyrics of Monochromatic by $uicideboy$
[Verse 1: Scrim]
Back Up On The Road, All Alone, Mia
Every Time I Blink, I’m On A Different Stage
Every Girl I See, Can’t Help But See Your Face
So I Overmedicate, Hoping That—
Wondering Who You’d F**k If I Was Gone?
Show Me It’s Real, Baby, F**k Me Through The Phone
Stacking Missed Calls In Different Time Zones
Sold Out Shows, But At The End I Cry Alone
Here But Never There
It’s Slowly Breaking Me To Act Like I Don’t Care
I’m On In Five, And I Need Help To Climb The Stairs
Stretched Thin, Fueled Off Pills, And Some Prayers
I Think I Went So F**king High That I Doubt I’ll Land
Thoughts Of Leaving It All Behind, But I Doubt I Can
Gun To My Temple Backstage As They Scream
Under The Lights, Things Ain’t Ever What They Seem
[Bridge: Scrim & Ruby Da Cherry]
Back Up On The Road, I’m All Alone
I Untie The Rope, I Stop Snorting All That Dope
And Every Time I Blink, I’m On A Different Stage
An-and Every Time I Blink, I’m All Alone
[Verse 2: Ruby Da Cherry]
I’m Out Of Hope
Just Another Oddy Trope
I’m Familiar With Slipping In That Downward Slope
Untied The Rope
I Stopped Snorting All That F**king Dope
I Gotta Go
Tell ’em All I Said I’ll Miss ’em Though
I Gotta Go, There’s A Piece Of Me Back On The Road
I Left It There Just In Case I Need A Backup Soul
My Grave’s A Hole Right Now, I’ll Fill It One Day, I Don’t Know
I’ll Learn To Cope And Find A Way To Never Self Implode
I Know How It Goes
I Didn’t Mean To Grow
It Happened All So Slow
I’ma Struggle ’til I’m Soaked
Blood, Sweat, And Tears, I’m Overflowed
Rusted Hope Can Be Cleaned And Made Into Gold
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