Dive into the raw, restless energy of d£aler, a gut-punch track from Lola Young’s 2025 album I’m Only F**king Myself, set to drop on September 19, 2025. The British singer-songwriter, celebrated for her gritty alt-pop and soulful honesty, channels a whirlwind of heartbreak and self-destruction in this standout single. Known for her 2021 breakout After Midnight and hits like “Don’t Hate Me,” Lola takes it deeper here, blending her smoky vocals with a lo-fi, confessional vibe. First teased at her intimate London gig in March 2025, d£aler captures the chaotic pull of love and addiction, fitting perfectly with the album’s raw, unfiltered exploration of personal turmoil, much like tracks “Conceited” or “Wish You Were Dead.”
In d£aler, Lola lays bare her struggle to break free from a toxic cycle, singing, “I Spent All Day Tryna Be Sober / I Drowned In My Misery.” The chorus, with its defiant wish to “Pack My Bags, My Drugs, And Disappear,” feels like a middle finger to the weight of lingering love and dependency. Her nod to telling her “dealer I’ll miss him” is both literal and metaphorical, tying to the album’s theme of wrestling with self-sabotage. Fans on X are raving about the track’s haunting production and Lola’s unapologetic delivery, comparing it to Amy Winehouse’s rawness with a modern edge. Dive into the d£aler lyrics below and unravel its raw intensity. Don’t miss other I’m Only F**king Myself tracks for more of Lola Young’s fearless emotional magic.
| Lead Vocals | Lola Young |
| Songwriter | Lola Young, Solomonophonic & William Brown (Manuka) |
| Music Producer | Solomonophonic & Manuka |
| Video Director | Dave Meyers |
| Label | Universal Records & Island Records |
| Release Date | July 25, 2025 |
| Song Language | English |
| Copyright © | Day One Music & Universal Music Group |
Lyrics of d£aler by Lola Young
[Verse 1]
I Spent All Day Tryna Be Sober
I Drowned In My Misery
Crawled Up On The Sofa
And I Still Love Him
The Way I Did When I Was Nineteen
But It’s Not Easy To Let Him Know
I Spent All Day Wishin’ The Day Was Over
[Chorus]
I Wanna Get Away, Far From Here
Pack My Bags, My Drugs, And Disappear
Tell You, “No,” Make It Clear
I’m Not Comin’ Back For Fifteen Years
I Wanna Write A Note
Leave It With My Next-door Neighbor
Who Don’t Give A Shit
I Wanna Get Away, Far From Here
Pack My Bags And Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
I’ll Tell My Dealer I’ll—
[Verse 2]
Spent All Week Just Tryna Do Something
Maybe I Should Take A Walk, But F**k All The Runnin’
And I Still Love Him
The Way I Did, But I Should Get A F**king Grip
I’ll Never Let Him Know That I Spent All Week
Doin’ A Whole Load Of Nothing
[Chorus]
I Wanna Get Away, Far From Here
Pack My Bags, My Drugs, And Disappear
Tell You, “No,” Make It Clear
That I’m Not Comin’ Back For Fifteen Years
I Wanna Write A Note
Leave It With My Next-door Neighbor
Who Don’t Give A Shit
I Wanna Get Away, Far From Here
Pack My Bags And Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
[Outro]
Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
I’ll Tell My Dealer I’ll Miss Him
I’ll Tell My Dealer I—
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